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Smother Me.
5 ReviewsJeph Howard. Songfic. Smother Me.
Let me be the one who calls you baby all the time,
Surely you can take some comfort knowing that your mine...
Hearing the constant beeps didn't make it any better,
Nor did the fact i had tubes attached to my body.
The only thing that did help was that my husband Jepha was by my side.
He was always there for me, even through this debacle.
Just hold me tight, lay by my side.
And let me be the one who calls you baby all the time.
He's never complained once,
That's why i love him so much.
The day i married him was the day my life became happy.
Now my life will end happy.
I found my place in the world,
Could stare at your face for the rest of my days.
He still gives me butterflies,
And makes me weak at the knee's.
I couldn't ask for a better man to have spent my life with.
Now i can breathe, turn my insides out and smother me,
Warm and alive i'm all over you.
Would you smother me?
He made my life worth living,
My dreams worth pursueing,
And my heart worth beating.
He is my everything...
Let me be the one who never leaves you all alone,
I hold my breath and lose the feeling that i'm on my own.
Hold me too tight, stay by my side.
And let me be the one who calls you baby all the time...
He's never left me alone this whole time.
He's stayed by my side,
I knew my time was nearly over.
But having Jeph next to me helped.
He was sleeping in my hospital bed with me.
I leaned over and kissed him lightly on the cheek,
He stirred a litte but didn't wake.
I found my place in the world,
Could stare at you face for the rest of my days.
Now i can breathe, turn my insides out and smother me,
Warm and alive i'm all over you.
Would you smother me?
I sat there staring at my husband.
He started to move a little,
Then his beautiful eyed opened.
I stared into them dremily.
"Hey" He said wiping sleep from his eyes, he's perfect.
"Hey" I whispered.
"You feeling any better?" He asked sweetly.
"Yeah" I lied, i actually felt much worse.
But i didn't want him to worry.
"Is there anything i can do for you?" He asked.
"Yes, there is actually" I said smiling.
"What is it?" He asked returning my smile.
"Hold me tight, just lay by my side" I said simply.
"Whatever your heart desires" Jeph said pulling me into a hug and planting a kiss on my lips.
When I'm alone time goes so slow, I need you here with me
And how my mistakes have made your heart break.
Still I need you here with me, Baby I'm here
"You make me so happy Jeph" I said quietly.
"As do you Sam" Jeph said holding me.
I love it when he says my name,
It comes out as a bit of a pur.
"I'm sorry for everything i've put you through" I said softly.
"Baby, it isn't you fault" Jeph said rubbing my back.
"I love it when you call me that" I said sobbing softly.
"Your going to get through this Sam, i promise" Jeph said.
"Yeah" I wished, the truth was we weren't.
I was dying.
I knew it, and he knew it.
He just chose not to face the music.
Now I can breathe, turn my insides out and Smother me
Warm and alive I'm all over you,
Would you smother me?
"Jeph, i love you" I said.
"I love you too" He said.
"Never forget that" I said knowing i was slipping away.
"I won't" He said, i think he sensed i was slowly slipping away.
I looked into his eyes and i think my broke my heart.
The look in his eyes was sadness and fear.
I touched his cheek lightly.
"It'll all be over soon" I whispered into his ear.
"D-don't say that" He said, a single tear running down his cheek.
"Sshhhh" I hushed him.
Now I can breathe, turn my insides out and Smother me
Warm and alive I'm all over you
Would you smother me?
I sat with my arms around Jeph.
Holding him as he held me.
I was near the end.
And the only thing that mattered was that i was with Jeph.
He held me sobbing.
It hurt to hear him cry.
I felt guilty almost.
That's when it happened...
I was dying,
The beeps of the machine's keeping me alive were slowing.
I was at the end.
Let me be the one who calls you baby all the time
"NURSE! NURSE!" Jeph yelled at the top of his lungs crying.
He was sobbing, and pleading with me not to leave him.
If i had a choice i wouldn't leave.
But fate dealt me this card.
Let me be the one who calls you baby all the time
"I can see the light Jeph" I said.
"Please, don't leave me" He begged.
"It's alright Jeph" I said.
Let me be the one who calls you baby all the time
"I love you" I said looking at him and stroking his cheek.
"I love you too baby" He said in between tears.
Let me be the one who calls you baby,
The one who calls you baby...
"Time of death 3:47" The doctor confirmed.
Surely you can take some comfort knowing that your mine...
Hearing the constant beeps didn't make it any better,
Nor did the fact i had tubes attached to my body.
The only thing that did help was that my husband Jepha was by my side.
He was always there for me, even through this debacle.
Just hold me tight, lay by my side.
And let me be the one who calls you baby all the time.
He's never complained once,
That's why i love him so much.
The day i married him was the day my life became happy.
Now my life will end happy.
I found my place in the world,
Could stare at your face for the rest of my days.
He still gives me butterflies,
And makes me weak at the knee's.
I couldn't ask for a better man to have spent my life with.
Now i can breathe, turn my insides out and smother me,
Warm and alive i'm all over you.
Would you smother me?
He made my life worth living,
My dreams worth pursueing,
And my heart worth beating.
He is my everything...
Let me be the one who never leaves you all alone,
I hold my breath and lose the feeling that i'm on my own.
Hold me too tight, stay by my side.
And let me be the one who calls you baby all the time...
He's never left me alone this whole time.
He's stayed by my side,
I knew my time was nearly over.
But having Jeph next to me helped.
He was sleeping in my hospital bed with me.
I leaned over and kissed him lightly on the cheek,
He stirred a litte but didn't wake.
I found my place in the world,
Could stare at you face for the rest of my days.
Now i can breathe, turn my insides out and smother me,
Warm and alive i'm all over you.
Would you smother me?
I sat there staring at my husband.
He started to move a little,
Then his beautiful eyed opened.
I stared into them dremily.
"Hey" He said wiping sleep from his eyes, he's perfect.
"Hey" I whispered.
"You feeling any better?" He asked sweetly.
"Yeah" I lied, i actually felt much worse.
But i didn't want him to worry.
"Is there anything i can do for you?" He asked.
"Yes, there is actually" I said smiling.
"What is it?" He asked returning my smile.
"Hold me tight, just lay by my side" I said simply.
"Whatever your heart desires" Jeph said pulling me into a hug and planting a kiss on my lips.
When I'm alone time goes so slow, I need you here with me
And how my mistakes have made your heart break.
Still I need you here with me, Baby I'm here
"You make me so happy Jeph" I said quietly.
"As do you Sam" Jeph said holding me.
I love it when he says my name,
It comes out as a bit of a pur.
"I'm sorry for everything i've put you through" I said softly.
"Baby, it isn't you fault" Jeph said rubbing my back.
"I love it when you call me that" I said sobbing softly.
"Your going to get through this Sam, i promise" Jeph said.
"Yeah" I wished, the truth was we weren't.
I was dying.
I knew it, and he knew it.
He just chose not to face the music.
Now I can breathe, turn my insides out and Smother me
Warm and alive I'm all over you,
Would you smother me?
"Jeph, i love you" I said.
"I love you too" He said.
"Never forget that" I said knowing i was slipping away.
"I won't" He said, i think he sensed i was slowly slipping away.
I looked into his eyes and i think my broke my heart.
The look in his eyes was sadness and fear.
I touched his cheek lightly.
"It'll all be over soon" I whispered into his ear.
"D-don't say that" He said, a single tear running down his cheek.
"Sshhhh" I hushed him.
Now I can breathe, turn my insides out and Smother me
Warm and alive I'm all over you
Would you smother me?
I sat with my arms around Jeph.
Holding him as he held me.
I was near the end.
And the only thing that mattered was that i was with Jeph.
He held me sobbing.
It hurt to hear him cry.
I felt guilty almost.
That's when it happened...
I was dying,
The beeps of the machine's keeping me alive were slowing.
I was at the end.
Let me be the one who calls you baby all the time
"NURSE! NURSE!" Jeph yelled at the top of his lungs crying.
He was sobbing, and pleading with me not to leave him.
If i had a choice i wouldn't leave.
But fate dealt me this card.
Let me be the one who calls you baby all the time
"I can see the light Jeph" I said.
"Please, don't leave me" He begged.
"It's alright Jeph" I said.
Let me be the one who calls you baby all the time
"I love you" I said looking at him and stroking his cheek.
"I love you too baby" He said in between tears.
Let me be the one who calls you baby,
The one who calls you baby...
"Time of death 3:47" The doctor confirmed.
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