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Why Are You So Adorable?
0 ReviewsGerard is struggling with something he's never felt before. this one is supposed to be down one also.
Listening to: Shut Me Up by Mindless Self Indulgence(:
Mood: Happy because me and Devanie are annoying my boyfriend and his brother! and his best friend... XD ITS SO FUN!
Wearing: Black gymnastics pants, white shirt, black converse with red laces, and most importantly, A RED SHKINNY TIE!!! :D
Craving: a Gay Alex Willert.... XD and Frerard!!!!
[Frankie's POV:]
I knew exactly why I had kissed my best friend. But he couldn't ever know it. Because he loves Madi. And he has a child. I couldn't help the ways I thought about him. It was just so........ weird. And wrong. I had kissed Gerard because I loved him. I loved my best friend. But I knew I could never have him. Jamia didn't need to know about my feelings for Gerard. I know I'm not gay or bi. It's just... When Gerard is singing I can't help but look at him. That's why I was always on Bob's drum set. It helped me pay less attention to our frontman. So what if I like my best friend? People can like their best friends... right? I sighed and Jamia looked at me oddly.
"Is there something wrong Frankie?" she asked me, concerned.
"No, Jamia... Nothing's wrong. It's just... I feel like a part of me is missing." she noticed the lack of enthusiasm in my voice. Which was totally weird for me. Kinda like if Gerard or Mikey didn't want coffee. It was totally weird. I sighed again. Gerard... Jamia walked up to me and hugged me. She looked at me with her beautiful eyes.
"Frankiebear... What's wrong? Tell me..." she whispered. I swallowed and looked away from her. I couldn't tell her. Not at all. She'd think I was insane. Maybe I was insane... I shook my head away as an image of Gerard appeared. He was smiling at me and then he tackled me. I looked up at the clock and groaned.
"Shit..." I muttered, as I pulled myself up off my bed. Jamia nodded and left the room so I could change, again. I had to look at least somewhat presentable if I was going to see Gerard. I was going over to his house today to babysit Matt because Gerard and Madi we're gonna go out to some fancy resteraunt and then, knowing Gerard, a bar later. I shook my head away from his drunk face in my head and felt tears prickle in my eyes. Last time Gerard had drank a lot before was when he thought he needed beer and pills to survive. I always told him that mixing pills and beer meant death. But he never listened to me. He was probably too drunk to even hear what I said. I pulled a white button up shirt over my head and grabbed my favorite red tie and pulled on some jeans and laced up my Converse that Gerard had attacked with a pen. He had told me that he'd make them prettier to look at, and that it was better than just plain ol' white. And I had given in. I was kinda happy that I had. So when I got to Gerard's house he smiled at my Converse.
"Nice shoes Frankie! Where'd you get 'em?" he teased. I rolled my eyes but decided to play along.
"I got them from this really theatrical, drunk dude who told me I was stupid for getting plain white Converse..." Gerard laughed and stepped aside to let me in. Everything in his stupid house had to be really tall. Because he's tall. I'm a whopping 5'9". Lucky me! I was happy that both Madi and Matt came down the stairs in time. I stared at Madi. She looked stunning. In a odd sorta way. Madi was pretty and all but I didn't love her like I loved Jamia. We had gotten together when she and Gerard had broke up and I just thought that it wasn't working between us so I dumped her. That was when she met Ray. Ray was a huge video-gamer like Bob and was totally super cool. Bob was Madi's older adopted brother, and I swear that he hated me when I was dating her. He soon came to know more about me and accepted me... That was before I dumped his little sis. I felt my cheeks redden as I had stared at her for too long. She blushed slightly and looked at Gerard. I heard him exhale, "Beautiful". As soon as they left the trouble began. Great going, Frank... You're stuck with the sugar-dosed kid...
Sorry that it's short! I'm tired... so yeas. I'mma go. Byeas!
xoxo,
Madi Way
Mood: Happy because me and Devanie are annoying my boyfriend and his brother! and his best friend... XD ITS SO FUN!
Wearing: Black gymnastics pants, white shirt, black converse with red laces, and most importantly, A RED SHKINNY TIE!!! :D
Craving: a Gay Alex Willert.... XD and Frerard!!!!
[Frankie's POV:]
I knew exactly why I had kissed my best friend. But he couldn't ever know it. Because he loves Madi. And he has a child. I couldn't help the ways I thought about him. It was just so........ weird. And wrong. I had kissed Gerard because I loved him. I loved my best friend. But I knew I could never have him. Jamia didn't need to know about my feelings for Gerard. I know I'm not gay or bi. It's just... When Gerard is singing I can't help but look at him. That's why I was always on Bob's drum set. It helped me pay less attention to our frontman. So what if I like my best friend? People can like their best friends... right? I sighed and Jamia looked at me oddly.
"Is there something wrong Frankie?" she asked me, concerned.
"No, Jamia... Nothing's wrong. It's just... I feel like a part of me is missing." she noticed the lack of enthusiasm in my voice. Which was totally weird for me. Kinda like if Gerard or Mikey didn't want coffee. It was totally weird. I sighed again. Gerard... Jamia walked up to me and hugged me. She looked at me with her beautiful eyes.
"Frankiebear... What's wrong? Tell me..." she whispered. I swallowed and looked away from her. I couldn't tell her. Not at all. She'd think I was insane. Maybe I was insane... I shook my head away as an image of Gerard appeared. He was smiling at me and then he tackled me. I looked up at the clock and groaned.
"Shit..." I muttered, as I pulled myself up off my bed. Jamia nodded and left the room so I could change, again. I had to look at least somewhat presentable if I was going to see Gerard. I was going over to his house today to babysit Matt because Gerard and Madi we're gonna go out to some fancy resteraunt and then, knowing Gerard, a bar later. I shook my head away from his drunk face in my head and felt tears prickle in my eyes. Last time Gerard had drank a lot before was when he thought he needed beer and pills to survive. I always told him that mixing pills and beer meant death. But he never listened to me. He was probably too drunk to even hear what I said. I pulled a white button up shirt over my head and grabbed my favorite red tie and pulled on some jeans and laced up my Converse that Gerard had attacked with a pen. He had told me that he'd make them prettier to look at, and that it was better than just plain ol' white. And I had given in. I was kinda happy that I had. So when I got to Gerard's house he smiled at my Converse.
"Nice shoes Frankie! Where'd you get 'em?" he teased. I rolled my eyes but decided to play along.
"I got them from this really theatrical, drunk dude who told me I was stupid for getting plain white Converse..." Gerard laughed and stepped aside to let me in. Everything in his stupid house had to be really tall. Because he's tall. I'm a whopping 5'9". Lucky me! I was happy that both Madi and Matt came down the stairs in time. I stared at Madi. She looked stunning. In a odd sorta way. Madi was pretty and all but I didn't love her like I loved Jamia. We had gotten together when she and Gerard had broke up and I just thought that it wasn't working between us so I dumped her. That was when she met Ray. Ray was a huge video-gamer like Bob and was totally super cool. Bob was Madi's older adopted brother, and I swear that he hated me when I was dating her. He soon came to know more about me and accepted me... That was before I dumped his little sis. I felt my cheeks redden as I had stared at her for too long. She blushed slightly and looked at Gerard. I heard him exhale, "Beautiful". As soon as they left the trouble began. Great going, Frank... You're stuck with the sugar-dosed kid...
Sorry that it's short! I'm tired... so yeas. I'mma go. Byeas!
xoxo,
Madi Way
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