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Don't Leave Me... It'll Kill Me Inside
3 ReviewsGerard gets the feeling that Madi doesn't want him anymore.
Listening to: Daddy's Little Girl by Jesse McCartney (i just recently started to like him....AGAIN. how sad!)
Mood: Cold, Depressed, Hungry.
Wearing: same as Chapter 11
Craving: ICE CREAM!!!! attacks Gerard to steal the ice cream from him!
[Gerard's POV:]
Okay, so Madi was ignoring me. A lot. I had no idea why. I did notice her stomach getting bigger and bigger each day. I finally got to her by pinning her against the lockers. "Madi do you not love me anymore?" I asked her with sadness in my voice. She shrugged. "Madi seriously! Please answer me!" I pleaded.
"Gerard, look at me! Look at this!" she gestured towards her stomach and I felt her cringe a little. "Oh God... Gerard, look what you did! I'm a walking planet! All because you fucked me!" she told me angrily. Ouch. That hurt.
"No, baby, please just listen! I'm sorry I didn't use a fucking condom (A/N: i almost put CONDAM. hahahah!) it's just, I was too high on lust and I really needed a release an-" Madi cut me off.
"Oh, so you just had sex with me because you needed a fucking release?!" Shit.
"No Madi that's not what I meant! I love you Madi. Please Madi. Please! Just listen!"
"I have been listening Gerard! All the time! Let me go, Gerard. You realize that everything went downhill when Karina came? You fucked this relationship up Gerard!" she yelled at me. Just put a fucking knife to my heart, will ya!
"Madi I was drunk! Please, Madi! I'm sorry! I'm sorry!" I pleaded and she glared at me. "No Madi.... D-Don't tell me t-that you're really gonna break up with me!" Madi glared at me more. Plunging that knife into my heart. I felt tears of sadness come falling down my cheeks. "Madi please don't... I love you, baby. My bella." I whispered to her and I saw sadness hit her eyes for a second.
"Gerard, I'm sorry. This thing inside me... It's tearing me apart, Gee. You don't know what it's like to be pregnant, Gerard."
"You're right, Madi. I don't. But please, I didn't ask for a baby. I asked for your love. And I got that from you, Madi. You're the one, baby. Please don't leave me. I'd literally die." I told her with tears.
"Gerard, I-I can't trust you after... That horrible night. That hurt me Gee. It killed me inside." she looked up at me.
"And you leaving me will kill me inside! Remember that song, Madi? Demolition Lovers, Madi. That came from the heart, baby. I wrote it just for you." I leaned in to kiss her I was so desperate to keep her with me. She turned her head and shoved me back. Double ouch. "No Madi don't please!" I begged, and she looked at me with completely sad eyes.
"Gerard, I'm sorry. We're over." she said and walked off. I stared at her as she walked away from me, unaware of the many people who just laughed at me. I felt sick. I felt hurt. I felt....Angry. I walked to the nurses office and called my Gramma.
"Gerard, Honey, what's wrong? You seem sad." she answered. Thank God my Grandma knew how to use a phone!
"I'll tell you later when you pick me up... I don't feel so good, Granma." I coughed and she said she'd be right over. I saw my Grandma and hugged her tightly. As we left the school I saw Madi and tried to hold back tears. She was talking to Ray Toro, Bob's best friend, and she looked like she was flirting with him. My gaze dropped to her stomach. That's my child in there... I thought to myself and got in my Granma's car. My life was now a living Hell without Madi. My heart was broken and I was sure that I wouldn't be able to love anybody else like I loved Madi.
I don't love you, like I loved you, yesterday...
Yea the chapter's short. But it's sad! tears! What will Madi do with the baby? Will Gerard kill himself? (I hope not!) When will Nick come in again? What's up with Madi and Ray? Should Pete Wentz/Adam Lambert make it in my story? ...MIKEY AND FRANK STILL NEVER SEEM TO MAKE IT IN MY STORIES! oh and dont get confused with Madi's "Grammy" and Gerard's "Granma". I wasn't sure if he called her Nana. so i used Granma. anyways...please keep reading. I promise that it'll get better! I don't know why I wrote this chapter. I felt like doing a twist. I dont know. I'm just feeling a whole lotta depressed lately... I think I'm gonna go kill myself now (joke). Byeas, read read READ!
xoxo,
Madi Way
Mood: Cold, Depressed, Hungry.
Wearing: same as Chapter 11
Craving: ICE CREAM!!!! attacks Gerard to steal the ice cream from him!
[Gerard's POV:]
Okay, so Madi was ignoring me. A lot. I had no idea why. I did notice her stomach getting bigger and bigger each day. I finally got to her by pinning her against the lockers. "Madi do you not love me anymore?" I asked her with sadness in my voice. She shrugged. "Madi seriously! Please answer me!" I pleaded.
"Gerard, look at me! Look at this!" she gestured towards her stomach and I felt her cringe a little. "Oh God... Gerard, look what you did! I'm a walking planet! All because you fucked me!" she told me angrily. Ouch. That hurt.
"No, baby, please just listen! I'm sorry I didn't use a fucking condom (A/N: i almost put CONDAM. hahahah!) it's just, I was too high on lust and I really needed a release an-" Madi cut me off.
"Oh, so you just had sex with me because you needed a fucking release?!" Shit.
"No Madi that's not what I meant! I love you Madi. Please Madi. Please! Just listen!"
"I have been listening Gerard! All the time! Let me go, Gerard. You realize that everything went downhill when Karina came? You fucked this relationship up Gerard!" she yelled at me. Just put a fucking knife to my heart, will ya!
"Madi I was drunk! Please, Madi! I'm sorry! I'm sorry!" I pleaded and she glared at me. "No Madi.... D-Don't tell me t-that you're really gonna break up with me!" Madi glared at me more. Plunging that knife into my heart. I felt tears of sadness come falling down my cheeks. "Madi please don't... I love you, baby. My bella." I whispered to her and I saw sadness hit her eyes for a second.
"Gerard, I'm sorry. This thing inside me... It's tearing me apart, Gee. You don't know what it's like to be pregnant, Gerard."
"You're right, Madi. I don't. But please, I didn't ask for a baby. I asked for your love. And I got that from you, Madi. You're the one, baby. Please don't leave me. I'd literally die." I told her with tears.
"Gerard, I-I can't trust you after... That horrible night. That hurt me Gee. It killed me inside." she looked up at me.
"And you leaving me will kill me inside! Remember that song, Madi? Demolition Lovers, Madi. That came from the heart, baby. I wrote it just for you." I leaned in to kiss her I was so desperate to keep her with me. She turned her head and shoved me back. Double ouch. "No Madi don't please!" I begged, and she looked at me with completely sad eyes.
"Gerard, I'm sorry. We're over." she said and walked off. I stared at her as she walked away from me, unaware of the many people who just laughed at me. I felt sick. I felt hurt. I felt....Angry. I walked to the nurses office and called my Gramma.
"Gerard, Honey, what's wrong? You seem sad." she answered. Thank God my Grandma knew how to use a phone!
"I'll tell you later when you pick me up... I don't feel so good, Granma." I coughed and she said she'd be right over. I saw my Grandma and hugged her tightly. As we left the school I saw Madi and tried to hold back tears. She was talking to Ray Toro, Bob's best friend, and she looked like she was flirting with him. My gaze dropped to her stomach. That's my child in there... I thought to myself and got in my Granma's car. My life was now a living Hell without Madi. My heart was broken and I was sure that I wouldn't be able to love anybody else like I loved Madi.
I don't love you, like I loved you, yesterday...
Yea the chapter's short. But it's sad! tears! What will Madi do with the baby? Will Gerard kill himself? (I hope not!) When will Nick come in again? What's up with Madi and Ray? Should Pete Wentz/Adam Lambert make it in my story? ...MIKEY AND FRANK STILL NEVER SEEM TO MAKE IT IN MY STORIES! oh and dont get confused with Madi's "Grammy" and Gerard's "Granma". I wasn't sure if he called her Nana. so i used Granma. anyways...please keep reading. I promise that it'll get better! I don't know why I wrote this chapter. I felt like doing a twist. I dont know. I'm just feeling a whole lotta depressed lately... I think I'm gonna go kill myself now (joke). Byeas, read read READ!
xoxo,
Madi Way
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