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Can't Take The Kid From The Fight, Take The Fight From The Kid
2 ReviewsAnger, sadness, happiness. All in a matter of an hour.
I got up and looked at the bunk across from mine, which was Brendon’s. It was empty, which was unusual because he usually slept the latest. I planted my feet on the cold tile floor and peeked into the bunk above mine, Ryan’s. He was gone too. What the hell? I got up and looked in Jon and Spencer’s. Both of them were empty.
I walked out by the TV and Brendon was sitting there by himself. He looked up at me, then back at the TV. I didn’t say a word to him, I just got a drink and sat down on the couch opposite of him. He was watching cartoons, so that made it easier for me to ignore him. After I finished my chocolate milk, I got up and walked to the bathroom to change. I walked past Brendon without saying a word and off the bus. Usually, it was really hard for me to be mad at him, but this time it wasn’t. He always stood up for Kelsey, no matter how horrible she was. I was sick of it. If it came to Kelsey or our friendship, he would pick Kelsey, and that killed me inside. I took a deep breath and pulled out my cellphone.
“Ryan?” I said as I bit my nail.
“Yeah, Jen?”
“Where are you guys?” I turned around to see if they were any where around me.
“Right in front of you” I looked up and Ryan was waving out TAI’s window. I hung up and started walking toward the bus. William ran out of the bus and picked me up. “Good morning!” He smiled as he flew me around in circles. And I thought it would be awkward today. I laughed as he spun me, and then my smile disappeared. I saw Brendon peeking out the window. He looked upset.
William put me down and I followed him onto the bus. “What’s wrong with Brendon?” I said before I was even past the steps.
“I thought you could tell us that” Ryan looked at Jon and Spencer. “Cause this morning we got up and we asked if you had fun last night and he got like pissed off and was like ‘I dunno’ so end of that conversation” Ryan laughed.
“Yeah well uh we kind of got in a fight” I bit my lip. I hated fighting with anyone. I mean I was fighting with Brendon? Ryan’s eyes widened and looked from Jon to Spencer, to me.
“About what?” He said as though he couldn’t believe what I just said. He really probably wasn’t comprehending that I just said Brendon and I were fighting. Brendon and I rarely fought. Well, I mean we fought, fought like little kids, not seriously. I bit my lip harder and turned around.
“Bill can we talk in private? I don’t mean to kick you out of your own bus…”
“No, it’s fine. The rest of the guys went to get McDonald’s anyway so they aren’t here. I’ll just go hang out with Brendon.” I got a worried expression on my face when he said, ‘go hang out with Brendon’. I was assuming Brendon was mad at him also. For what reason, I am still unaware of. “Thanks” I hugged him and he exited the bus.
“That’s not a good idea” I mumbled as I looked down at the ground.
“What isn’t?” Spencer asked confused.
“Him going to hang out with Brendon. Ill explain right now. So, um I came in last night around 2 and Brendon was asleep on the couch. I woke him up so he could sleep in the bunk instead of the couch. He interrogated me and said that Bill was ‘just trying to get me into bed’ , so I asked him if this had anything to do with Kelsey doing anything to him, but instead of using ‘Kelsey’ I used ‘bitch’ and he kind of got a little mad about it” I sucked in some air. I talked fast when I was nervous. I scratched the back of my head and looked at them worried.
“I don’t know why he would be mad about you calling her a bitch. First off, your telling it the way it is” Ryan laughed. “second, she broke up with him last night”
I probably looked like a deer in headlights. My eyes were probably that big. Kelsey breaking up with Brendon? Are you kidding me!? I would never think it… Kelsey loved attention, which she got a lot of from being Brendon Urie’s ‘girlfriend’ I never would of thought Kelsey would give up the nice gifts and all the nice shit Brendon did for her. Which, she never deserved.
“Are you serious?” I asked as I found a chair. Ryan just shook his head. I sat there, still not believing it.
“Why?” Ryan bit his lip and looked at Jon and Spencer. They avoided eye contact with him and he finally looked back at me. “What?” My eyes frantically scanned everyone’s face for an answer.
“Well, she said that he cant deny that he doesn’t have feelings for you and she’s sick of being second priority”
My mouth dropped. My hands clenched into fists, and I became so stiff. “Second priority?” I said to no one in particular. I stood up to blow off steam.
“Second fucking priority? She’s second priority?! Then what the fuck am I?! What am I like not even on the goddamn priority list?! Brendon would pick that bitch over our friendship any day!” I was nearly screaming now and Jon and Spencer looked a little surprised. I think Ryan was expecting me to blow up like this. I tried to calm down, and hold back the tears brimming in my eyes. Ryan got up and wrapped his arms around me.
“But really Ry, you see that don’t you?! He’s been nothing but nice to her and she doesn’t deserve it! He sticks up for her all the time. Like the time she called me a whore so I called her a gold digger back, Brendon told me to stop being so mean to her!” I cried into Ryan’s neck. He hugged me tighter.
“I know. Shh” Ryan rubbed my back and I tried to stop sobs from coming out of me. I took in deep breaths and finally pulled away. “I gotta go see Brendon” I said as I wiped away tears. I went into the bathroom real quick to wipe away some black around my eyes. I made it look like I didn’t just have a nervous breakdown.
I walked past the guys, who were sitting in silence. “Nice carpet” I laughed as I walked off the bus and ran toward Panic’s. William was walking off just as I went to go on. “Hes not in the best mood—” William shrugged. ‘It’s okay. I have to talk to him” I smiled and went up the steps. Brendon turned to see me walking in, and went back to watching the TV screen. I nervously pulled at my tank top. “Brendon” I nearly whispered as I walked over to join him on the couch. He didn’t answer, he just looked at me. “Im sorry” I looked down at my shoes, then back at him.
His sad eyes stared into mine. Please say something! Anything! Tell me to go to hell! It’s better than not saying anything at all… I was screaming inside. His cold hand grabbed mine.
“Im sorry too. I didn’t mean to make a big deal about you hanging out with Bill. Uh, I don’t know why I did—” Brendon trailed off. I a weak smiled formed on my face.
“And, you were right all along about Kelsey. She is just not a nice person. I don’t know how I was so stupid.” My smile got bigger and I jumped on Brendon and hugged him. I wanted so badly to cry, but I didn’t want Brendon to see that the whole thing with Kelsey has hurt me that much.
“Now stop moping you loser!” I smiled and laughed as I jumped off Brendon.
“Yeah, I don’t know why Im moping. God she was a bitch. What the fuck was I thinking?!” Brendon laughed and got up.
“Well, you weren’t” I smiled and grabbed his hand to take him to TAI’s bus. We raced to the bus, and Brendon won. Well I let him win. Maybe…
“Hello all!” I said with a big smile on my face as we ran onto the bus. I ran into William’s arms. He laughed and kissed me. I kissed back and then remembered everyone on the bus and pulled away quickly, my face felt like it was on fire.
It was kind of a ‘heat of the moment’ thing, I don’t think either William or me really knew it was going to happen, it just did. I saw Ryan, Jon, and Spencer’s shocked faces, and Brendon just stared blankly. I tried to shake it off like nothing happen.
“I think I want um pizza! Lets go!” I grabbed William’s hand and ran off the bus. I knew the guys were all still in shock so it would probably take them a little while to come off.
“What was that Mr. Beckett?” I whispered and laughed.
“What was that Mr. Beckett? What was that Ms. Johnson? You kissed back my dear…” He said moving closer to me.
“How could I not?” I bit my lip then we kissed again.
“Ugh okay that’s it!” William pulled away from me. I was very confused. That’s it? What’s it?
He grabbed my hand and pulled me in front of the bus where the guys were starting to walk down out of. “Me and Jenna are uh… together! There, said it” He sighed and we walked to the car.
William got in the driver’s seat and I sat in the back. We sat in silence for a few minutes before I busted out laughing. “What?” William turned around to and smiled at me.
“Nothing. You’re a loser” I laughed and the rest of the guys came into the car. Brendon slid in first, sitting next to me.
“Brendon!” I yelled laughing and hugged him. He half smiled.
“What? Mope mode again? Whats wrong?”
“Nothing” Brendon tried to be happy but I knew when he was acting.
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I walked out by the TV and Brendon was sitting there by himself. He looked up at me, then back at the TV. I didn’t say a word to him, I just got a drink and sat down on the couch opposite of him. He was watching cartoons, so that made it easier for me to ignore him. After I finished my chocolate milk, I got up and walked to the bathroom to change. I walked past Brendon without saying a word and off the bus. Usually, it was really hard for me to be mad at him, but this time it wasn’t. He always stood up for Kelsey, no matter how horrible she was. I was sick of it. If it came to Kelsey or our friendship, he would pick Kelsey, and that killed me inside. I took a deep breath and pulled out my cellphone.
“Ryan?” I said as I bit my nail.
“Yeah, Jen?”
“Where are you guys?” I turned around to see if they were any where around me.
“Right in front of you” I looked up and Ryan was waving out TAI’s window. I hung up and started walking toward the bus. William ran out of the bus and picked me up. “Good morning!” He smiled as he flew me around in circles. And I thought it would be awkward today. I laughed as he spun me, and then my smile disappeared. I saw Brendon peeking out the window. He looked upset.
William put me down and I followed him onto the bus. “What’s wrong with Brendon?” I said before I was even past the steps.
“I thought you could tell us that” Ryan looked at Jon and Spencer. “Cause this morning we got up and we asked if you had fun last night and he got like pissed off and was like ‘I dunno’ so end of that conversation” Ryan laughed.
“Yeah well uh we kind of got in a fight” I bit my lip. I hated fighting with anyone. I mean I was fighting with Brendon? Ryan’s eyes widened and looked from Jon to Spencer, to me.
“About what?” He said as though he couldn’t believe what I just said. He really probably wasn’t comprehending that I just said Brendon and I were fighting. Brendon and I rarely fought. Well, I mean we fought, fought like little kids, not seriously. I bit my lip harder and turned around.
“Bill can we talk in private? I don’t mean to kick you out of your own bus…”
“No, it’s fine. The rest of the guys went to get McDonald’s anyway so they aren’t here. I’ll just go hang out with Brendon.” I got a worried expression on my face when he said, ‘go hang out with Brendon’. I was assuming Brendon was mad at him also. For what reason, I am still unaware of. “Thanks” I hugged him and he exited the bus.
“That’s not a good idea” I mumbled as I looked down at the ground.
“What isn’t?” Spencer asked confused.
“Him going to hang out with Brendon. Ill explain right now. So, um I came in last night around 2 and Brendon was asleep on the couch. I woke him up so he could sleep in the bunk instead of the couch. He interrogated me and said that Bill was ‘just trying to get me into bed’ , so I asked him if this had anything to do with Kelsey doing anything to him, but instead of using ‘Kelsey’ I used ‘bitch’ and he kind of got a little mad about it” I sucked in some air. I talked fast when I was nervous. I scratched the back of my head and looked at them worried.
“I don’t know why he would be mad about you calling her a bitch. First off, your telling it the way it is” Ryan laughed. “second, she broke up with him last night”
I probably looked like a deer in headlights. My eyes were probably that big. Kelsey breaking up with Brendon? Are you kidding me!? I would never think it… Kelsey loved attention, which she got a lot of from being Brendon Urie’s ‘girlfriend’ I never would of thought Kelsey would give up the nice gifts and all the nice shit Brendon did for her. Which, she never deserved.
“Are you serious?” I asked as I found a chair. Ryan just shook his head. I sat there, still not believing it.
“Why?” Ryan bit his lip and looked at Jon and Spencer. They avoided eye contact with him and he finally looked back at me. “What?” My eyes frantically scanned everyone’s face for an answer.
“Well, she said that he cant deny that he doesn’t have feelings for you and she’s sick of being second priority”
My mouth dropped. My hands clenched into fists, and I became so stiff. “Second priority?” I said to no one in particular. I stood up to blow off steam.
“Second fucking priority? She’s second priority?! Then what the fuck am I?! What am I like not even on the goddamn priority list?! Brendon would pick that bitch over our friendship any day!” I was nearly screaming now and Jon and Spencer looked a little surprised. I think Ryan was expecting me to blow up like this. I tried to calm down, and hold back the tears brimming in my eyes. Ryan got up and wrapped his arms around me.
“But really Ry, you see that don’t you?! He’s been nothing but nice to her and she doesn’t deserve it! He sticks up for her all the time. Like the time she called me a whore so I called her a gold digger back, Brendon told me to stop being so mean to her!” I cried into Ryan’s neck. He hugged me tighter.
“I know. Shh” Ryan rubbed my back and I tried to stop sobs from coming out of me. I took in deep breaths and finally pulled away. “I gotta go see Brendon” I said as I wiped away tears. I went into the bathroom real quick to wipe away some black around my eyes. I made it look like I didn’t just have a nervous breakdown.
I walked past the guys, who were sitting in silence. “Nice carpet” I laughed as I walked off the bus and ran toward Panic’s. William was walking off just as I went to go on. “Hes not in the best mood—” William shrugged. ‘It’s okay. I have to talk to him” I smiled and went up the steps. Brendon turned to see me walking in, and went back to watching the TV screen. I nervously pulled at my tank top. “Brendon” I nearly whispered as I walked over to join him on the couch. He didn’t answer, he just looked at me. “Im sorry” I looked down at my shoes, then back at him.
His sad eyes stared into mine. Please say something! Anything! Tell me to go to hell! It’s better than not saying anything at all… I was screaming inside. His cold hand grabbed mine.
“Im sorry too. I didn’t mean to make a big deal about you hanging out with Bill. Uh, I don’t know why I did—” Brendon trailed off. I a weak smiled formed on my face.
“And, you were right all along about Kelsey. She is just not a nice person. I don’t know how I was so stupid.” My smile got bigger and I jumped on Brendon and hugged him. I wanted so badly to cry, but I didn’t want Brendon to see that the whole thing with Kelsey has hurt me that much.
“Now stop moping you loser!” I smiled and laughed as I jumped off Brendon.
“Yeah, I don’t know why Im moping. God she was a bitch. What the fuck was I thinking?!” Brendon laughed and got up.
“Well, you weren’t” I smiled and grabbed his hand to take him to TAI’s bus. We raced to the bus, and Brendon won. Well I let him win. Maybe…
“Hello all!” I said with a big smile on my face as we ran onto the bus. I ran into William’s arms. He laughed and kissed me. I kissed back and then remembered everyone on the bus and pulled away quickly, my face felt like it was on fire.
It was kind of a ‘heat of the moment’ thing, I don’t think either William or me really knew it was going to happen, it just did. I saw Ryan, Jon, and Spencer’s shocked faces, and Brendon just stared blankly. I tried to shake it off like nothing happen.
“I think I want um pizza! Lets go!” I grabbed William’s hand and ran off the bus. I knew the guys were all still in shock so it would probably take them a little while to come off.
“What was that Mr. Beckett?” I whispered and laughed.
“What was that Mr. Beckett? What was that Ms. Johnson? You kissed back my dear…” He said moving closer to me.
“How could I not?” I bit my lip then we kissed again.
“Ugh okay that’s it!” William pulled away from me. I was very confused. That’s it? What’s it?
He grabbed my hand and pulled me in front of the bus where the guys were starting to walk down out of. “Me and Jenna are uh… together! There, said it” He sighed and we walked to the car.
William got in the driver’s seat and I sat in the back. We sat in silence for a few minutes before I busted out laughing. “What?” William turned around to and smiled at me.
“Nothing. You’re a loser” I laughed and the rest of the guys came into the car. Brendon slid in first, sitting next to me.
“Brendon!” I yelled laughing and hugged him. He half smiled.
“What? Mope mode again? Whats wrong?”
“Nothing” Brendon tried to be happy but I knew when he was acting.
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