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We'll go dancing in the dark and Walking through the park while reminiscing
0 ReviewsBlair and Frank catch up on old times
Frank's P.O.V
We walked in silence for 10 blocks before. I decided the silence was freaking me out.
"So whats been going on?" I said really looking at her for the first time in 3 years. She still looked as beautiful as ever. Those green eyes, that amazing chocolate brown hair that framed her face so well. She was still a goddess to me, she always would be. She snapped out of the small trance she seemed to be in and looked at me and began to speak.
"Well after you left life was a total mindfuck." She said shoving her hands into the pocket of her jeans. I watched as she looked up at me stopping speaking. "Can this wait til we get to Starbucks, I want to be sitting down when I tell this story" Blair said her eyes shining slightly.
I nodded in agreement and followed what she said. We continued to walk til we found a starbucks that was open. We ordered our drinks and sat at a tablew in the corner. Blair smiled at the waitress and thanked her as she bought our drinks over. I blew on my coffee a little and took a sip nodding at Blair to continue.
"Well a few months after you left one day I came home from school and I couldn't find mom anywhere. She wasn't in her bedroom, the lounge room, the kitchen or the study or anywhere else in the house. So finally I go outside to look in the garage and thats when I found her...." she said stopping and biting her lip closing her eyes tightly. "She'd hung herself from one of the rafters. I was the one who had to call the ambulance. Fucking load of good that did. Later they found out she'd been dead for 4 hours before i'd gotten home." Blair said struggling to hold the tears back. "Naturally after we burried mom, dad and I couldnt bare to stay in the house. So he got himself transferred to New York City and we haven't looked back since. Mom when she did it didn't leave a note or anything, at least when you left you did" she said laughing sadly and wiping a stray tear away. I was shocked I didn't know what to say. Blair's mom Claire was always so happy when I'd known her. She was the type of mom who's give you cookies and milk everytime you came over to their house. She loved her kids and her husband. I couldn't imagine what would bring her to do something so awful as to take her life.
Blair's P.O.V.
I'd knew he would be shocked from the moment I told the story. I watched him quietly as he looked at his coffee contemplating it slightly. It was quiet for a while before I decided to break the silence. "So Iero, whats it like being famous?" I said with an encouraging smile. He looked up and I could see the happiness in his eyes. I saw the love in his eyes. He loved what he did I knew. When we were together he'd spend hours just playing his guitar to me. Composing random melodies making up random songs about how much he loved me. That was one of the things I missed about him the most.
"Well its great, so many female fans. You can't imagine how many times I signed a fans chest" he said with a cheeky grin. I laughed a bit. "Wow that musn't be the only perk" I said smiling at him shaking my head and sipping my coffee. "No it isn't" he said going serious. "The most amazing thing is walking out on stage and playing to an audience. And you look out and theyre screaming along to the songs and they love your music so much and it means so much to them that its as if your playing to just them and no one else. It's really hard to explain you should come along to one of our shows" he said. I nodded "I'd love to" I said really meaning it not just saying it to please him. I drained the rest of my coffee looking at my watch. "It's getting late, I should go home" I said getting up. Frank nodded "I'll walk with you."
Frank's P.O.V.
We walked the few blocks back to her house. We reached her brownstone and we climbed the small stoop to the door. She looked at me and smiled, it gave me a flashback.
Flashback
"She's just fixing her make up" Claire said to me smiling warmly at me. I turned my head and looked at the staircase. Blair was wearing a floor length black dress, her face made up so perfectly. She was wearing the silver locket I'd given her for her birthday a couple of months ago. She smiled at me as she reached the bottom landing. She blushed.
"Your beautiful"
end flashback
"Frank?" Blair said. I shook my head. My mind must have wondered off. "Oh tonight was good" I said. I cringed inwardly knowing I must have sounded lame. She chuckled softly. "Do you want to hang out tomorrow?" she said. I nodded quickly, maybe a little to eagerly. "Sure I'm not busy. Do you want to go have lunch?" I asked tilting my head to one side looking at her curiously. She nodded smiling. "Pick me up at school, I have a double free afte2r lunch so I leave at the start" she said. "You have the same cell no.? I'll text you the adress" she said I nodded. She moved a little closer to me and hugged me tentatively. I felt a little weird but wrapped my arms around her and gave her a quick squeeze. " Night Blair" I said breaking the hug and watching her go inside. She smiled that shy smile and unlocked the door and closed it gently. I walked down the stoop and down the street. Tomorrow would be good.
We walked in silence for 10 blocks before. I decided the silence was freaking me out.
"So whats been going on?" I said really looking at her for the first time in 3 years. She still looked as beautiful as ever. Those green eyes, that amazing chocolate brown hair that framed her face so well. She was still a goddess to me, she always would be. She snapped out of the small trance she seemed to be in and looked at me and began to speak.
"Well after you left life was a total mindfuck." She said shoving her hands into the pocket of her jeans. I watched as she looked up at me stopping speaking. "Can this wait til we get to Starbucks, I want to be sitting down when I tell this story" Blair said her eyes shining slightly.
I nodded in agreement and followed what she said. We continued to walk til we found a starbucks that was open. We ordered our drinks and sat at a tablew in the corner. Blair smiled at the waitress and thanked her as she bought our drinks over. I blew on my coffee a little and took a sip nodding at Blair to continue.
"Well a few months after you left one day I came home from school and I couldn't find mom anywhere. She wasn't in her bedroom, the lounge room, the kitchen or the study or anywhere else in the house. So finally I go outside to look in the garage and thats when I found her...." she said stopping and biting her lip closing her eyes tightly. "She'd hung herself from one of the rafters. I was the one who had to call the ambulance. Fucking load of good that did. Later they found out she'd been dead for 4 hours before i'd gotten home." Blair said struggling to hold the tears back. "Naturally after we burried mom, dad and I couldnt bare to stay in the house. So he got himself transferred to New York City and we haven't looked back since. Mom when she did it didn't leave a note or anything, at least when you left you did" she said laughing sadly and wiping a stray tear away. I was shocked I didn't know what to say. Blair's mom Claire was always so happy when I'd known her. She was the type of mom who's give you cookies and milk everytime you came over to their house. She loved her kids and her husband. I couldn't imagine what would bring her to do something so awful as to take her life.
Blair's P.O.V.
I'd knew he would be shocked from the moment I told the story. I watched him quietly as he looked at his coffee contemplating it slightly. It was quiet for a while before I decided to break the silence. "So Iero, whats it like being famous?" I said with an encouraging smile. He looked up and I could see the happiness in his eyes. I saw the love in his eyes. He loved what he did I knew. When we were together he'd spend hours just playing his guitar to me. Composing random melodies making up random songs about how much he loved me. That was one of the things I missed about him the most.
"Well its great, so many female fans. You can't imagine how many times I signed a fans chest" he said with a cheeky grin. I laughed a bit. "Wow that musn't be the only perk" I said smiling at him shaking my head and sipping my coffee. "No it isn't" he said going serious. "The most amazing thing is walking out on stage and playing to an audience. And you look out and theyre screaming along to the songs and they love your music so much and it means so much to them that its as if your playing to just them and no one else. It's really hard to explain you should come along to one of our shows" he said. I nodded "I'd love to" I said really meaning it not just saying it to please him. I drained the rest of my coffee looking at my watch. "It's getting late, I should go home" I said getting up. Frank nodded "I'll walk with you."
Frank's P.O.V.
We walked the few blocks back to her house. We reached her brownstone and we climbed the small stoop to the door. She looked at me and smiled, it gave me a flashback.
Flashback
"She's just fixing her make up" Claire said to me smiling warmly at me. I turned my head and looked at the staircase. Blair was wearing a floor length black dress, her face made up so perfectly. She was wearing the silver locket I'd given her for her birthday a couple of months ago. She smiled at me as she reached the bottom landing. She blushed.
"Your beautiful"
end flashback
"Frank?" Blair said. I shook my head. My mind must have wondered off. "Oh tonight was good" I said. I cringed inwardly knowing I must have sounded lame. She chuckled softly. "Do you want to hang out tomorrow?" she said. I nodded quickly, maybe a little to eagerly. "Sure I'm not busy. Do you want to go have lunch?" I asked tilting my head to one side looking at her curiously. She nodded smiling. "Pick me up at school, I have a double free afte2r lunch so I leave at the start" she said. "You have the same cell no.? I'll text you the adress" she said I nodded. She moved a little closer to me and hugged me tentatively. I felt a little weird but wrapped my arms around her and gave her a quick squeeze. " Night Blair" I said breaking the hug and watching her go inside. She smiled that shy smile and unlocked the door and closed it gently. I walked down the stoop and down the street. Tomorrow would be good.
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