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I'm a statue baby knock me out
1 ReviewsFrank goes to find Blair to make things right.
"Frankie you okay?" Gee said through the door.
I didn't answer I didn't feel like talking to anyone right now. Since I'd seen Blair at the party earlier that night I hadn't been able to deal. Part way through the second song of the gig I'd had to stop playing I wanted to cry so much from seeing her. So I'd just taken my guitar and walked off stage and taken a cab back to the hotel we were staying at. I heard Gee call my name a few more times before giving up and walking off down the hallway back to his room. I took a shuddering breath, my breathing still shaky from all the sobbing I'd been doing since I got back to my room. I picked up my cell phone and scrolled through it looking for the one person I needed to speak to right now.
Why did this have to happen? Why did I have to see her? And a week before mine and Jamia's wedding in New Jersey. God how am I meant to face her tomorrow with my bloodshot eyes when I meet her and her parents for lunch at the Waldorf Astoria? I found the number and hit call lifting the phone to my ear praying tbis person would answer their phone.
"Hey Frank" I heard a distinctly male voice say.
"Cole dude thank god you answered" I said running my hand through my hair and sighing.
"What's up what can I do for you?"
"Ummm how's Blair?" I mumbled into my cell.
"My Baby Sister, she's good as far as I know. She was at her boyfriends birthday party tonight."
I blinked momentarily feeling more tears well up in my eyes. I knew I had no right to feel this way but it still hurt like hell to hear she was dating someone else. My body suddenly felt like a statue all frozen, I was bought back to reality by Cole calling my name through the phone.
"Sorry" I said snapping back to reality. "You were saying?"
"Her boyfriends a real little punk, typical Jock, you know pampered rich kid who's face you just want to punch everytime you see it" Cole said with a slight edge to his voice.
"It's obvious you don't like him then"
"Of course the guys a fucking moron, Blair was much better off with you as your fiancee, speaking of fiancee's hows Jamia doing?"
In the time I'd been speaking to Cole I'd totally forgotten about Jamia, it had been nothing but Blair on my mind.
"Uh she's good. I'm meeting her and her parents for lunch tomorrow at the Waldorf" I said not really wanting to go.
"Oh that sounds enjoyable" Cole said sarcastically. "Anyways do you want Blair's adress or number? I mean your in New York she'd love to see you I'm sure"
I bit my lower lip slightly, should I go see Blair?
"Okay" I said with reluctance. Hoping Cole couldnt hear it in my voice. I had no idea how Blair would react to seeing me after tonight. I thanked Cole and hung up throwing my phone in the bedside table draw as I did so.
I got up and pulled on my battered old converse and my favourite black hoodie. Coincidentally it was one Blair had bought me. I grabbed the keys to my hotel room and put them in my pocket along with my wallet and picked up the adress I'd scribbled on a slip of paper and walked out the door. I hailed the first taxi I saw and got in giving the driver the adress as I did so. The ride went on for what felt like hours but was only more like 10 minutes. I thanked the driver and threw a few bills at him getting out of the car and looking up at the brownstone building Blair lived in. It had this old worn antique look to it. Something I knew Blair would have loved as she probably would have helped her father pick out the place. I walked up to the front door and pressed the door bell praying someone would answer. I soon heard footsteps and the door opened.
I saw blair standing there in nothing but a Iron Maiden t-shirt. One that happened to be mine with a towel on her head. She took one look at me screamed and slammed the door in my face.
So much for suprising her.
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