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It's better off this way
0 ReviewsBlair faces her past.
Blair's P.O.V.
I saw Frank up there on the stage I had no idea what to do. It was like seeing the ghost from Christmas pastonly it wasn't christmas you know? I felt tears welling in my eyes and began to push through the crowd. I could hear someone calling my name but I didnt turn to see who it was. I just couldnt be there I needed to get out of there. I finally made it out of the club and onto the street. I got hailed the first taxi I saw and gave him my adress.
I rested my head back against the seat and looked out the window as we passed buildings and other people on the street. I closed my eyes trying to get the image of Frank's shocked face out of my head.
Flashback
"I bought this for you babe" Frank said pulling a silver ring from his pocket.
"My god Frank you didnt have to do that" I said squealing with happiness and throwing my arms around his neck smiling at him kissing him sloppily on the lips. He laughed and eskimo kissed me.
" I wanted to ask you something though before I gave it to you" he said pulling away from me and getting off the park bench. I eyed him curiously as he did so. I watched on in shock as he got down on one knee.
"Marry Me Blair"
End Flashback
I opened my eyes again remembering that moment and bit my lip trying not to let the tears spill. It was six months after he asked me to marry him that Frank left. I looked out the window just as the taxi pulled up to my building I thanked the driver and got out of the cab. I walked into my building looking for my key in my purse. I found it and got in the lift. A few minutes later I lay on my bed staring up at the ceiling. My eyes strayed over to my sock drawer. The letter was still in there. Restless I kicked off my stilleto's I'd been wearing and padded over to my sock drawer. I rifled through it til I found what I was looking for I pulled the envelope out and wandered back over to it. I lay down and ripped open the envelope pulling the letter out. I unfolded it and began to read it.
Blair,
When you read this your going to think Im the biggest coward in the world. But I could never face you doing this I already feel guilty enough for writing this letter, but other than through music this is the only way I feel I can communicate with you with out breaking down. I want to tell you something babe. WE GOT SIGNED! I know that probably doesn’t mean much now seeing as I’ve left you to go on a world tour with the guys but It’s a really big deal and its an amazing opportunity. We’re going to be gone for a year and I don’t want you to feel forced to wait for me. I mean Blair Bear a years a long time. I know I’m willing to wait for you I mean I proposed to you and I want you to be my wife and you accepted and said yes. But Im gonna be gone for a year and no one else is allowed to come on tour with us. I wanted you to come with us so badly but I wasn’t allowed to bring you and I couldn’t bare to see your face as I said goodbye to you. So Im taking the cowards way out by writing you this letter. But know this I love you, I always have loved you since you were four and I was 11. You in your pink sundresses and those pigtails your mom put in your hair you were so cute. Then you grew up to be this beautiful woman with those amazing eyes of yours that always smile and the way your hair frames your face and those black skinny jeans you wear that make your ass look so goods.
I hope when you read this you will forgive me or if you don’t forgive me at least understand why I am doing this for you. I’m doing it so we can have a future together Blair.
I’m going to be counting the days til your laying in my arms again.
Yours Forever
Frankie
I felt the tears spill over my eyes and ripped the letter over and over again til it was in little pieces. I then walked over to my window and opened it throwing them out into the night sky. How could he have this power over me? He was making me cry again after so long. I need to forget him and move on. I need to live my life again.
I saw Frank up there on the stage I had no idea what to do. It was like seeing the ghost from Christmas pastonly it wasn't christmas you know? I felt tears welling in my eyes and began to push through the crowd. I could hear someone calling my name but I didnt turn to see who it was. I just couldnt be there I needed to get out of there. I finally made it out of the club and onto the street. I got hailed the first taxi I saw and gave him my adress.
I rested my head back against the seat and looked out the window as we passed buildings and other people on the street. I closed my eyes trying to get the image of Frank's shocked face out of my head.
Flashback
"I bought this for you babe" Frank said pulling a silver ring from his pocket.
"My god Frank you didnt have to do that" I said squealing with happiness and throwing my arms around his neck smiling at him kissing him sloppily on the lips. He laughed and eskimo kissed me.
" I wanted to ask you something though before I gave it to you" he said pulling away from me and getting off the park bench. I eyed him curiously as he did so. I watched on in shock as he got down on one knee.
"Marry Me Blair"
End Flashback
I opened my eyes again remembering that moment and bit my lip trying not to let the tears spill. It was six months after he asked me to marry him that Frank left. I looked out the window just as the taxi pulled up to my building I thanked the driver and got out of the cab. I walked into my building looking for my key in my purse. I found it and got in the lift. A few minutes later I lay on my bed staring up at the ceiling. My eyes strayed over to my sock drawer. The letter was still in there. Restless I kicked off my stilleto's I'd been wearing and padded over to my sock drawer. I rifled through it til I found what I was looking for I pulled the envelope out and wandered back over to it. I lay down and ripped open the envelope pulling the letter out. I unfolded it and began to read it.
Blair,
When you read this your going to think Im the biggest coward in the world. But I could never face you doing this I already feel guilty enough for writing this letter, but other than through music this is the only way I feel I can communicate with you with out breaking down. I want to tell you something babe. WE GOT SIGNED! I know that probably doesn’t mean much now seeing as I’ve left you to go on a world tour with the guys but It’s a really big deal and its an amazing opportunity. We’re going to be gone for a year and I don’t want you to feel forced to wait for me. I mean Blair Bear a years a long time. I know I’m willing to wait for you I mean I proposed to you and I want you to be my wife and you accepted and said yes. But Im gonna be gone for a year and no one else is allowed to come on tour with us. I wanted you to come with us so badly but I wasn’t allowed to bring you and I couldn’t bare to see your face as I said goodbye to you. So Im taking the cowards way out by writing you this letter. But know this I love you, I always have loved you since you were four and I was 11. You in your pink sundresses and those pigtails your mom put in your hair you were so cute. Then you grew up to be this beautiful woman with those amazing eyes of yours that always smile and the way your hair frames your face and those black skinny jeans you wear that make your ass look so goods.
I hope when you read this you will forgive me or if you don’t forgive me at least understand why I am doing this for you. I’m doing it so we can have a future together Blair.
I’m going to be counting the days til your laying in my arms again.
Yours Forever
Frankie
I felt the tears spill over my eyes and ripped the letter over and over again til it was in little pieces. I then walked over to my window and opened it throwing them out into the night sky. How could he have this power over me? He was making me cry again after so long. I need to forget him and move on. I need to live my life again.
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